As I can see, (yes I write I, because I believe I am the sole person to read my blog) I have not written many notes from my art school in the past. That is a sad thing. The reason is that I have not been able to paint. And there has been a lack of joy, I am afraid.
But now I will walk over to my art school and my easel and gladly continue painting! I am working on paintings that have been standing there for ever, hoping to finishing them.
Two days ago as I was there, I just sat. I was tired and drained. But than ... ALL OF A SUDDEN I got up and started painting and it worked. (Hallelujah!) And yesterday I continued. And I hope today will go well.
I do not have a commission now. It is the commissions that feed my family. It is a bit scary.